I'm pretending to be okay
But I know that inside nothing's alright
I'm always scared, I'm always scared
To be the one that I need to be
I feel so small in front of all my fears
Above all this I feel so lonely
Because no one can rescue me
I'm trying so hard but I'm still worried
Pre-Chorus:
Worried about my future
Worried about what I become
Worried about the thing's I've done
Chorus:
Just another day to fight with my mind
And it tires me up
You don't know how hard it's to be afraid from what's life
And it takes me down (2x)
Crumbling again, hanging from the edge
Another panic attack such an awful hack
Drifting away, falling to the ground
Until the moment I get up again
Another battle to start
Before it takes over my mind
Because it seems like this will never end...
(Solo)
Bridge:
The calm will comeback
As if nothing happened at all
And I can't get it all out of me
I can only try to keep myself in control
And hope for better days to grow...
Pre-Chorus:
Worried about my future
Worried about what I become
Worried about the moves I've never done
Chorus:
Just another day to fight with my mind
And it tires me up
You don't know how hard it's to be afraid from what's life
And it takes me down(2x)
credits
from Social Disruptions,
track released November 23, 2023
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